& Malarkey it is.

Yes,on the phone, and she's been talking alone for the past ten mins ALONE while I'm blogging using her onsugar. Who force me to blog? Ans: The lady who loves to talk alone.

Fierce Franky.sLow Lira

I wanna be the very best
Like no one ever was
To catch them is my real test
To train them is my cause

I will travel across the land
Searching far and wide
Each Pokemon to understand
The power that's inside

Pokemon, its you and me
I know it?s my destiny
Pokemon, oh, you're my best friend
In a world we must defend
Pokemon, a heart so true
Our courage will pull us through

You teach me and I'll teach you
Pokemon, gotta catch 'em all

Every challenge along the way
With courage I will face
I will battle every day
To claim my rightful place

Come with me, the time is right
There's no better team
Arm in arm we'll win the fight
It's always been our dream

I am the total opposite of you.

So that does mean our differences will lead us to separation or will it tighten the bond between us..just like the saying,"Opposites attract." Cliche much but it happens.

It's been super long since I've last post on my onsugar.I miss you but I can't seem to post using my mobile phone therefore I beg your apology baby.But not to worry,im gonna update it this instant.

I am currently having my holidays which is great.I need my time off from school.But I have projects clinging on to me which is a total bummer.Tsk,so much for holidays indeed.I actually thought of getting myself a part-time job but on second thoughts,maybe not since I just went through my projects and I realized that I certainly have no time for that.I was doing it awhile ago and i got sick of it so here I am now,blogging.Heh.

I have plans coming up for my holiday.I need catch-up sessions with my friends.): I already miss my favourite girls.I miss my best friend too but i know i shall see her pretty soon.I have so many people on my list that I hope to meet during the holidays,insyallah.

Few days back,I accompanied Amira to do her shopping and it was fun although I have to admit I got really worn out hahaha.Maklum lah,badanku gemuk.She got for me a ribbon clip and I was abashed but I loved it nonetheless.I was happy that she got her stuffs and hopefully she will wear that for her dates with Ferza hehe.Oh and we took pictures using her polaroid camera it was so freaking cool!I was nervous when it was my turn to take a picture of her.Hahaha even she could sense it.Well,I love that day and I was so excited to show my momma the instax pictures i took with her hehe.<3

Franky?Oh yes,him.Awhile ago he texted saying that he is going out to his cousin's house.Somehow I gave him a peevish reply,don't even ask me why but I just felt that way.I'm going out on a proper date with him next week and I think I got too excited tsk I need to take a chill pill.I wish I have more cash with me.In fact,I have none.Zero Zip Zilch.Sighhhs.

My relationship with him so far has been good.Few misunderstandings here and there but apart from that,we are doing just fine.Atleast for now,hahaha.

(: Oh well,that's all for now.

Hahaha but i don't think i will ever have this haircut again..and bangs?Nahh,I've asked Franky before and he doesn't quite like it.Asked Amirah earlier and she said my current hair loos better..so okay.(:

I feel blessed to be surrounded by people whom i can really count on such as my family,Franky and friends.My family..well momma is as usual with her annoying self pulling my ear,pinching my thigh to wake me up and poppa with his sense of overprotectiveness which i feel i should not complain.Of course we do argue and it's a lie if i say i never get irritated with their naggings but oh well,it's for my own good anyway.Cume aku je yg tknk dgr hahahhaha.

In terms of relationship wise..well Franky is certainly a gift from God.He has done so much for me and tries to make me happy in so many ways.We fought alot but at the end of the day,oh come on we need each other.step aje "don't talk to me anymore..i don't want to be with you.." but geez...it's all said when we are not in our right states of mind.Well what more can I say?He is simply the best.

Friends?They are awesome and they know who they are.I'm glad we are still contacting and meeting up with each other even though we are all no longer in the same school.Hehehe.<333

Of course not forgetting my best friend,Amira whom I love dearly..always make me worry uh this girl.-.-

And i've gained new friends in ITE.Shahirah and Naz are my two mangkok hayons tersayang.(: Not forgetting Dania as well but she always menghilang.):

May Allah bless these people with happiness and good health.Amin.(:

Hello.I haven't been blogging here lately.Tried blogging through my phone but it wasn't successful.so lately i have mostly been on tumblr so yeahhh.sorry onsugar.

So today I had to go to school to watch a hair & fashion show..we were supposed to assemble at 2pm but myself,shahirah and naz only reached at around 3pm hahaha like a boss.Anyway,the host was kinda funny due to his pronounciation problem but otherwise kudos to him for making the effort.So yeah the show was entertaining..i guess?

Aside from that,I have something to let out here.

If your definition of intelligent is someone whom comes from so-called good school..then may i suggest you to bang your head against the wall because i abhor men like you.So hey,I come from ITE.What does that make me then?An imbecile person?!You moronic asshole.So good with words but it's actions that she wants to see.

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So anyhoos,yesterday i finished reading Crooked..a book which i borrowed from the library.I was quite disappointed with the ending because somehow,it left me hanging.The Tripps brother was only sentenced to jail for six months and they left a note to Amos saying they will make a comeback.And there.The story ended just like that.Plus not forgetting Clara's best friend left her and they didn't even mention about what happened to them both at the end of the story.Geeweez.

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Guess I shall head to bed now.Nights.

I hate it when people get stressed up then they lash out their anger on others..but i shall not deny that i myself do that sometimes too.

Funny how the first time i laid my eyes on his picture,i used to think he looks like WTH HFFYGVTYCBRFCTW and i firmly told amirah that there was simply no way we could be together hahaha but now...i have a total opposite view of him.

I'm crushin' on him every single time..haaaa seriously y are you so urghhhhhh?

Adorable.

Related to franky about my same old worries and he assured me nothing of that sort is gonna happen.

Sometimes I feel like screaming at him "You just don't freaking understand.I love you please don't walk out from my life before i turn into a psychopath and haunt you down."

But i guess I should start trusting myself.I don't know..I'm confused.

I like to annoy my cousin on the left..ill purposely matchmake her with any of her guy friends and tease her about it lol.

i love her and my family. there's no word that cn explain how loss i'll be without them. i just need them around me. i'm blessed to have people like them. all i can say is, don't go. love you lira nadiah, love you my family. thank you.

Funny how the smallest thing can affect someone so deeply.

I was perfectly alright and all happy at first till i started noticing all that.I was like.."gosh what's that for?" But what got me totally disheartened was when i suddenly recalled what she last told me about you which lead me to feeling so upset.And what hurts the most was when i was about to feed you and yeah..

Unlike you,I am unable to pretend as though nothing happen and just put on a fake front.I can't do that even though I wish i could.I wish I could be more like you,stronger.

But no,i can't.

Not all witches are evil.

I only know that I am better where you are 

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I only know that I belong where you are.

(:

His Nosey Vanilla Cream smells like shit.If you guys are wondering what on earth is that..it's something whereby when he sweats and then the moment he scratches the sides of his nose..these white flaky things will come off and I swear to God..it smells like taik gigi.

Yesterday I woke up to my brother asking me whether I felt like eating or not.Of course,my answer will always be yes.And he told me he is gonna treat me to a macdonalds meal which is absolutely rare for him to do so.I was tryna figure out why was he being nice and I asked him why,"Kan niari kau nye birthday." Lol,i didnt even think of that haaaaaaa.

Afterwards,met franky under his block and to my dismay he wasn't even dressed properly.To be precise,he hadn't even showered and he just went down to meet me. -_-" I just kept silent though and he asked if i had already think of where to head to.Obviously,I had no idea where to go.Soon enough,he went back up to get dressed leaving me sulking all alone under his block because he took away my psp with him.

He was also kinda giving me the cold shoulder and I was saddened by that because we hadn't been in good terms with each other for the past few days.And for the first few minutes after we met..he asked why i replied to someone's wall post.haaaaaaaa i find it cute actually and can't help but to smile to myself.Baby is jealous,I know hahahaha he kept on asking why and mentioned.."laen kali tkya reply lah,asl nk kena reply?!rembat kau!" hahahah the fact that he dragged on the matter for quite some time..even after we talked about something else just makes me laugh.But trust me baby,im with you now right?

Then we took a bus ride to Suntec City.He said he was gonna bring me somewhere..turned out he brought me out to eat at Fish and Co since I have never eat there before.haaaaa thank you abg sapao.<3 In the midst of having our dinner,I had the strong urge to do my business and franky was super turned off and he gave me that -____-" face.Well,I can't help it right!

Afterwards,waited for Amirah and Imran to come over Suntec City.Janjinye kol 645pm..smpainye kol 745pm. -___-" But nevermind lah.They showed up with my present haaaaa and Imran pon semangat choose kan hahaha comel lah krg.Really appreciate it.My present was wrapped so nicely and the first thing that caught my eye on the wrapper was "gemok gedempol".. -___-" setan.(: I love the present though..and coincidentally,in need of one actually hahahahah!Since Amirah said mine always looked so pathetic which is true!HAHAHAHA.Thank you guys.Sayang korang.<3

Anyway,hanged around with franky,amirah and imran forawhile before heading back to Woodlands.Our mrt ride yesterday was freaking hilarious.And that idiot Franky told my friends about what i did which was kinda embarassing.urghhhh -_-".Separated ways with them at Marsiling station.

Had a heart to heart talk with Franky at night and i kinda hurt his feelings..felt really bad but thankfully,he dismissed the matter before things turned bad.I'm very sorry.):

Walked back home and franky's brother fetched him along with their cousin.I was caught off guard when he gave me a chocolate bar.hahahah i really didn't expect that actually.Speechless at the moment and the cutest part was he didnt remove the price tag.HAHAHA!

Overall,thank you people for the day..love each and every one of you.Especially franky HEH KAY ASYEK DIER JE!-_______-" Oh and not to forget the people whom wished me via facebook,twitter,text messages,calls..Thank you so much.(:

Im glad my parents give me the freedom that i need..yes,it's not too much but yet it's not making me feel suffocated.

All but dreams will die.

The irony of you,being in a relationship but it doesn't feel like your in one.

Honestly Im getting sick and tired of this.Yes,this sounds cliche but really I am.Supposingly,we planned on meeting each other yesterday at around 4pm since only god knows when was the last time we spent time together.However,things just didnt seem to go our way..i dont know what the sam hill he had to do and only at around ten pm he asked if we could meet up.Yes,I repeat at ten pm.He got slightly infuriated when initially i said i couldnt make it.Like H-E-L-L-O shouldn't it be me whom gets mad?So much for getting excited yesterday.

Don't even talk about today.If there's things coming up such as sending whomever to somewhere or meeting someone else,you know what?Forget it.If the meetup is only for an hour or so,I'd rather have my ass sitting around at home.

I have not spend time with you for so long..dont you even care?!

And not to mention last night you dont even seem to care about my existence.Not even a single text message or call.Who knows you might be out yesterday night since at 4am you havent even slept.Not accusing,just my assumption.

For once in this relationship,I feel so unloved.You say you treat me more than a girlfriend but i dont see it now.

Oh and I shall end my post with another ironic statement.

The irony of you,having a car but spending much lesser time with your girlfriend than those times when you don't have a car with you.

THERE I SAY IT ALL.

is it too much to ask for?

oh dear,we have an even longer way to go.